This picture very well expresses my emotions right now...........I AM GOING INSANE!
Let's go through a day in the life of Michelle, shall we?
(just for personal theraputic, ventilation purposes)
-Wake up at 7:30, make Ellie a ba ba (in baby language, that means bottle), and get her ready
-Shower, get myself ready for the day
-Drop Ellie off at ben's house and be to math by 9.
-Endure headache for two hours while trying to solve impossible functions.
-Pick Ellie up from Ben's and take her to daycare
-Go to work from 12 till 5
-Pick Ellie up.
-Fix dinner (if i'm feeling up to it)
-Get Ellie to bed around 730
-Do homework in my bed for hours until I submit it two minutes before midnight, which is when it's due.
-Get Ellie out of her crib and into my bed to cuddle with her because I didn't see her all day.
-Fall asleep with my girl
This has been my robotic routine for the past 7 weeks.
OH and I forgot to add:
-failing my last two midterms which are most of my grade
-Kicking myself for not taking past college classes seriously....that I now have to make up for.
-not being able to go to the lab because I have to go to work
-me thinking i'm crazy for wanting to go back to school when all I do is fail my tests!!
As you can see, I have a very lovely, stressful life as of late.
Don't panic....don't panic....try not to panic...........