Today has been a spiritual day for me. Also an emotional one. For some reason, a certain someone has not left my heart all weekend. Some people may or may not know who I am talking about. But after typing post after post, then erasing them, then re-writing them, I feel like I should just express my feelings as best as I can.
I touched on how I felt about this subject just a hair in a previous post, but this time it's about something and someone different, and I look up to this certain someone in more ways than she knows.
I don't know her that well, just friends of some friends. But when I heard about her situation, my heart instantly loved her. Since then, she has rarely left my mind. Her decision and actions are selfless and humbling. Her attitude has been unbelievable, and she has shown a great deal of courage, maturity, and strength.
This person has given a child, a gift, a life.... to someone who has not been able to have one.
The reason for this post is to simply express my feelings to this girl (if she ever reads this) and tell her that I love her. To tell her that I look up to her for her decision, and respect her for such a courageous sacrifice that is so extremely hard to do. I cannot even imagine. But I know without a doubt, that she will be blessed and she will bless the lives of everyone around her, including that precious little boy.
I love you, and I am praying for you! I hope to soon wrap my arms around you, give you a big hug, then tell you how much I look up to you. Thank you for being inspiring and truly a great example to me. Until then, I needed to express my love for you through words. You are an amazing woman. :)